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In November, I'll be moving to a different account. I hope that my watchers will move to that account when I set it up, so this is just a warning. I'll post a journal with the account's name (along with a link to the page) once it's ready. That account will have a different style than my 'current' one, and a lot of my stuff will be more ship focused and there will be a lot more fan art. (Probably Pokemon fan art). Also, I won't be posting anytime soon until I move. Bye for now. :) 
  • Mood: Irritated
  • Watching: The original Teen Titans
  • Drinking: LEMONADE THE BEST THING EVAR!11!
So,  before I start this,  I'm going to give a quick explanation. A demon is someone who tried to commit suicide,  but another demon comes in and steals the injured soul. A demon has to kill eight happy people and steal their souls then a depressed persons soul.  That depressed person then becomes a demon.  Mason here,  the one telling this part of the story , killed the nine people to save his friend from suicide. Also,  demons can't die until they steal the nine souls and the only way to kill them is by using a witches weapon.   So sorry about the crappy explanation,  but,  here we go.

 Recollections of our relationship clumped in my brain,  striking it all at once.  Though the memories had always resided up there,  they turned vivid,  as if I were living them once more. The parasite of concern squirmed in my stomach,  leaving me infected again.
 I sensed his cold aura once more,  saw his glassy eyes staring off into the darkest pits of his self-hating hell.  His lies shook me to the core again,  shattering my flustered heart. I could feel his thin arms around my waist, I could see the silver tears tremble as they fell off his chin.
 The pressure built up under my lungs as I replayed the moment I found the pills in his stuff.  The sensation of guilt and irate tickled my chest as he walked in to see what I was doing. I remember the pain in his face as his soul turned the darkest shade off black.
 Not to mention the feeling of being pathetic and hopeless as he ran out.  The emotion of knowing for sure what he planned on doing.  Being faced with only one solution to the problem. Knowing that that fix would save him , but would cause me so much hurt.  Save him but he'd forget who I was.
 And deep down,  I didn't care if he would never recall my presence in his short lived life,  all that mattered was that he loves.  Even if it cost me my only happiness.
 But now everything I ever did never even mattered.
 Multiple red dots pierced his tiny frame as the Witch fired her gun.  I watched him crumple weakly,  his body heaving, gasping in vain for oxygen.
 I reached for him,  catching him in my arms.  I could get shot,  but I knew these would be my final moments with the love of my life,  and with a life as useless as mine, his death ceased the reason to continue to live.

And yes,  Mason is totally gay for Theodore.  Get at me bro.
 As death caught hold of his shadowed blue eyes,  a familiar glass glazed over them.  I tried not to cry as I felt his blood spill over my arms.
 "M -Mason. ..?", Theodore coughed,  crimson bubbling in his mouth,     slipping down his cheek.  Recoginition sparked in his eyes,  then dulled.  "I ...I remember now.. ."
 "W-what do you remember?", I inquire. I attempted to sound strong but I only caused my words to break into a million jagged shards.
 "That. ..I was.. .", he gurgled, sucking in for some kind of air. "...wrong. "
 His eyes grew wet.
 "I'm sorry,  Theo.  I'm sorry for pulling you into this.  I thought it'd save you,  but now you're like this.  I'm sorry. ..I'm sorry.  Its just.. I love you and I.. I ...", whatever strength I had left disappeared, eroded away into raw agony as my tears streamed down my face.
 "Its. .its okay.. .I. .", he choked out,  a small smile forming on his face.  That same grin I told him I loved so much . "I. ..love you too.. "
 His body froze and ceased to breathe.
 A cold barrel was pushed into my temple as Quinn loomed over me., her Hazel eyes blazing with hatred.  The Witch'a smooth voice hissed :
 "Now you'll get what you deserve,  demon. "
 The last thing I remember was a slow creaking as a trigger was pulled.
  • Mood: Irritated
  • Watching: The original Teen Titans
  • Drinking: LEMONADE THE BEST THING EVAR!11!
So,  before I start this,  I'm going to give a quick explanation. A demon is someone who tried to commit suicide,  but another demon comes in and steals the injured soul. A demon has to kill eight happy people and steal their souls then a depressed persons soul.  That depressed person then becomes a demon.  Mason here,  the one telling this part of the story , killed the nine people to save his friend from suicide. Also,  demons can't die until they steal the nine souls and the only way to kill them is by using a witches weapon.   So sorry about the crappy explanation,  but,  here we go.

 Recollections of our relationship clumped in my brain,  striking it all at once.  Though the memories had always resided up there,  they turned vivid,  as if I were living them once more. The parasite of concern squirmed in my stomach,  leaving me infected again.
 I sensed his cold aura once more,  saw his glassy eyes staring off into the darkest pits of his self-hating hell.  His lies shook me to the core again,  shattering my flustered heart. I could feel his thin arms around my waist, I could see the silver tears tremble as they fell off his chin.
 The pressure built up under my lungs as I replayed the moment I found the pills in his stuff.  The sensation of guilt and irate tickled my chest as he walked in to see what I was doing. I remember the pain in his face as his soul turned the darkest shade off black.
 Not to mention the feeling of being pathetic and hopeless as he ran out.  The emotion of knowing for sure what he planned on doing.  Being faced with only one solution to the problem. Knowing that that fix would save him , but would cause me so much hurt.  Save him but he'd forget who I was.
 And deep down,  I didn't care if he would never recall my presence in his short lived life,  all that mattered was that he loves.  Even if it cost me my only happiness.
 But now everything I ever did never even mattered.
 Multiple red dots pierced his tiny frame as the Witch fired her gun.  I watched him crumple weakly,  his body heaving, gasping in vain for oxygen.
 I reached for him,  catching him in my arms.  I could get shot,  but I knew these would be my final moments with the love of my life,  and with a life as useless as mine, his death ceased the reason to continue to live.

(And yes,  Mason is totally gay for Theodore.  Get at me bro. )

 As death caught hold of his shadowed blue eyes,  a familiar glass glazed over them.  I tried not to cry as I felt his blood spill over my arms.
 "M -Mason. ..?", Theodore coughed,  crimson bubbling in his mouth,     slipping down his cheek.  Recoginition sparked in his eyes,  then dulled.  "I ...I remember now.. ."
 "W-what do you remember?", I inquire. I attempted to sound strong but I only caused my words to break into a million jagged shards.
 "That. ..I was.. .", he gurgled, sucking in for some kind of air. "...wrong. "
 His eyes grew wet.
 "I'm sorry,  Theo.  I'm sorry for pulling you into this.  I thought it'd save you,  but now you're like this.  I'm sorry. ..I'm sorry.  Its just.. I love you and I.. I ...", whatever strength I had left disappeared, eroded away into raw agony as my tears streamed down my face.
 "Its. .its okay.. .I. .", he choked out,  a small smile forming on his face.  That same grin I told him I loved so much . "I. ..love you too.. "
 His body froze and ceased to breathe.
 A cold barrel was pushed into my temple as Quinn loomed over me., her Hazel eyes blazing with hatred.  The Witch'a smooth voice hissed :
 "Now you'll get what you deserve,  demon. "
 The last thing I remember was a slow creaking as a trigger was pulled.
  • Mood: Joy
  • Watching: nothing
  • Drinking: LEMONADE THE BEST THING EVAR!11!
One Bullet, No Miracles by Gerbilnator
One Bullet, No Miracles
I swear to god if I spelt something wrong I will cry
but I've been writing a lot lately (thus why I haven't really been posting) and this was part of the writing.
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Gerbilnator
The Thing
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
I will go as far to tell you that I love Pokemon, Homestuck, My Little Pony, and most anime. I'm about to turn thirteen and I have a very short attention span. I draw fanart and my own characters. I'm doing a nuzlocke for Pokémon HeartGold (I might be posting short comics if I have the time). So enjoy my page.

Pink Fluffy unicorns dancing on rainbows- (irl bros)
:iconwonderswork: Not on much anymore, buuut who cares.
:icontoontownduck9: She draws MLP:FiM I guess
:iconmaeiskawaiiasfuck: I don't know why shes on here

Icon by :iconnekosammi00:

Also, you don't have to thank me for faves or watches. YOU PEOPLE ARE AMAZING! :D


Cheater Stamp by GunnerGurl Stamp: Bass by Quantization Dang you, load faster by NorthboundFox No You Stamp by Tripp-X-Foxx Troll love by I-Take-It-Back funny pokemon pachirisu by Xiahism :thumb213852225: NightlightShipping Stamp by S-Laughtur Sylveon stamp by S-Laughtur Ravenpaw Stamp by VampsStock Scourge Stamp by VampsStock Hollywood Undead stamp by ParamourxLights Stamp - Pokemon: NotJustAGame by jennyrogue Blood On The Dance Floor Stamp by darkdissolution Falling In Reverse Stamp by CyanideSeason I appreciate all support :D by Timesplitter92 Girl Gamer Stamp by Eisoptrophobic No messages? Stamp by Timesplitter92 Sparkling Vampires by Dragonap [STAMP] Ben Drowned by Twerka-Trever ::Insomniac Stamp:: by Sora05 Homestuck Stamp by Demon-Dolphin uHH GOOD GAME EVERYBODY by Janbearpig Stamp - Hetalia Fan by MJ-Kagamine APH: I love Arthur Stamp by Chibikaede OHOHO. by AlchemyOtaku17 APH: I love Alfred Stamp by Chibikaede PARTY HARD stamp by those-silly-demons I'M THE HERO stamp by those-silly-demons DOOF stamp by those-silly-demons :thumb281228216: :thumb285174488: Karkat stamp by ParamourxLights John Egderp stamp by ParamourxLights Handsome Squidward Stamp by Tripp-X-Foxx The King Laughing Stamp by Tripp-X-Foxx Yet Another Homestuck Stamp by AlClair -Creature Feature Stamp- by Semisweetstamps vriska stamp 1 by rynald HomestuckStamps-[Patron Troll] Tavros by YoShizuka Messages Stamp by WetWithRain Stamp: Terezi chibi by Michiru-Mew I love Feedback by Sweet-DooDo Feedback stamp by Annchyka Feedback stamp by Annchyka Comments Stamp by MrsZeldaLink King Stamp (UPDATED VERSION) by ToaJahli What What in the Butt Stamp by Tripp-X-Foxx Charlie Sheen Stamp by Tripp-X-Foxx Evil Homer Stamp by Tripp-X-Foxx Squidward by Fyi-Sus Imagination rainbow :p by SupremeSonrio Patrick LEEDLE LEEDLE LEE by SakuraHaruno1315 Storm Trooper Dance Stamp by Tripp-X-Foxx Iggy's Magic Friend Stamp by AlClair Addicted to stamps by Drake1 I love Homestuck by LadyQuintessence Soul Eater Stamp by AlClair I like jpop and jrock stamp by EminaAcqua YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE ME by GeminiGirl83 Nom Nom by Mr-Stamp Dance Poland Dance by AlClair More Hetalia by AlClair MLP Derpy Hooves Stamp by Kevfin Prussia stamp - Vital Regions by Riona-la-crevette APH: I love Prussia Stamp by Chibikaede Japan as an Italian by nutmegandginge Japan Losing It by nutmegandginge Playing With Germany's Hand by nutmegandginge Rome/Germany ~ Staring Contest by lilaclila

Although I highly doubt you'll want to, your free to draw my Ocs with my permission. Just send me the link if your done, if you do anyway. :D


OriginalShipping Stamp by S-Laughtur
I also have a tumblr. My username is SirGayCyborg ( sirgaycyborg.tumblr.com/ )
Interests
In November, I'll be moving to a different account. I hope that my watchers will move to that account when I set it up, so this is just a warning. I'll post a journal with the account's name (along with a link to the page) once it's ready. That account will have a different style than my 'current' one, and a lot of my stuff will be more ship focused and there will be a lot more fan art. (Probably Pokemon fan art). Also, I won't be posting anytime soon until I move. Bye for now. :) 
  • Mood: Irritated
  • Watching: The original Teen Titans
  • Drinking: LEMONADE THE BEST THING EVAR!11!

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xXShadowFearXx Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!
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Gerbilnator Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks >~<
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AbalamAnderson Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Can I ask for your thoughts on my latest piece ?
abalamanderson.deviantart.com/…
And heres a Llama for you because I'm awesome, hehe :)
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Shadowphoenix99 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for the fav :)
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Gerbilnator Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Sorry I meant Np
spell check ruins lives
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